Time Is coming to an End

Hi there once again,

My female friend has came back from her mother country on the 28th f Jan which is the 3rd day of Chinese New Year. Was still deciding whether or not should I go and fetch her from the airport, but after having a wonderful afternoon tea with my sec. friend decided to go and fetch her after all.

Went down to the airport at around 1830hrs, had a large fries at Mac before going to the sit around the arrival hall to await for her arrival. During the period of waiting for the confirmation of the landing of the aircraft, many thoughts was going through my mind. What will her reaction be like if she saw me here? Was coming here to fetch her correct? Could she has expected that I would not have come to fetch her? and so on. But I told myself that well since I have decided to come and fetch her, I should not bother so much.

Soon at 1903hrs the plane has landed, and I waited patiently for her to come out.
She came out through the opening of the clear glass door, was in front of her and some how she did not notice me for a sec. Maybe is due to the change of my hairstyle. Well, the reaction she shown was just a smile and that how come I did not tell her that I am coming to fetch her. I just smiled and said to surprise u.

After she has came back, I notice that there is a delay in her replying the sms as well as the messages on msn that I send her. Cannot help thinking that she is like avoiding me. Maybe she is just busy with her studies. When I asked if she got received the sms, the reply I get from her is always the same: "I did not noticed it." Common, even if you have set the phone to silent mode the vibratioin of the phone should still be able to notify you that you have a message. For the msn, she could take ages to reply me or even not go online. Remember that she once told me that she seldom or will not reply to msn. Then once i was at her place she was like replying to the msn as well as QQ. Linking all these together is like giving me quite a clear picture that she is avoiding me and maybe a sign of telling me that the time for this relationship is coming to an end.

Maybe this is the retribution for me for hurting her so many times in the past. I think I may not cut out to be a good bf. Sometimes I even think that going out on the Sat for her is just to clear her mind of the studies nothing else.

Well, take a step at a time then.

Till next time then.