Becoming more and more distant

Hi there,

Have been thinking that the distant between me and her is getting further apart each day.
In the past, whenever we see each other online on msn we would exchange greetings and often called each other nick names such as "bao bao" or "wife".
Ever since the trip to China, things have taken a big turn. Now whenever we see each other online, I will still msn her but the reply I get is just a 'en' or no reply at all. Sometimes I wonder why is she being like what she is now? Just because that I will not go to work in China, dunno the etiquette of being a Chinese, the table manners? Or issit the fact that I am not looking towards the futher or not improving myself to get a better pay and higher position instead of doing these things that i am doing now? Yes I know that I am not like her so capable of studying to the level of Masters nor have the good memory/knowledge. But there is always a limit to each individual. I know I have definitely fail in all aspects.
Whenever I say things like these she will always say that I think too much and then she will get angry. Did she ever think that what make me say these words? Always saying how bad here is, how troublesome it is how crazy the government is. And always say that she will go back to China to find a Job which is better than finding one here. Then why in the first place did you chose to study here? Because of me? If thats the case I rather not, why come to a place to study when you dun even enjoy? I am happy that you chose to come here to study because of me but I rather you go to a place and study where you are happy.
Getting more and more stress. Homework is getting no where and to make thing worst is due in a weeks time. How lucky can that be?