Thursday, February 19, 2009

Judgement Day

Today is the last day of my 3rd semester in my current part time diploma.
And yes today is the day that we all have to verify our project and present them.
Today is the worst day of my life. BEing to get sick , rush for submission, get all the negative comments and critics by not 1 but 2 lecturers in a row.
At that moment, a sudden sadness seems to be building up within me.
I siad to myself, I must be able to handle this and this is a learning curve that I must go through.
Having said this, the emotion did not get better but instead got stronger. The reason for this is also the fact that I saw a well organised, designed and planned presentation which make me like a totally failure.
Learnt new stuff through this critic session, and got to see how unorganised, immature thinking and poor time management i have. Was totally set back. GOt hit such bad that I got myself thinking, am I really cut out for this?
Now its time to ponder this question.
Another day then

Take care
Ciaos

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