Another End of a week But a Begining of Anothern

Today is the last day of a 7-day week but it also mark the beginning of another week.
Week that will be the past was quite a very normal one.
It was a week of stress, busy and illness one I presume although the flue and cough are still surrounding me.
I suspect that my cold is due to the insufficient dosage of Vitamins. If not what could have been the reason for me not recovering from the cough and flu? I will have to go back to my regime again and hope that it will help to drive the flu and cough away from me.
Sat went out with that special someone and it was raining so heavily. Was at Kinokuniya at Takashima, where she bough a latest book by Stephen King and 女人我最大 magazine. Since it was still raining we walked around the shopping mall and then went to the near by Isetan followed by going under and over to Tangs where it was so packed.
Saw a group of street dancers promoting the phone by Nokia. They were doing breakdance and Poping near the underground passage connecting tot he Station.
After we continued to walk to Far East plaze where we saw groups and group of Japan Student. Suprisingly the people around Orchard has been to the minimum. Where could all of them been?
POndering about this question, we made our way over to the Duty Free opp the plaza. Walk and surprisingly tourist are more than the local over at Far East. Walk and looked and tried. Could not find Loccitane Rose solid perfume.
I then promise to bring her to the shop near centerpoint to check if there is stock.
When to Shaw Isetan and went down to the supermarket where bought a Puff from japan. Freshly baked. and yes there is the mini food fair from japan. And the aroma of the freshly baked Ouff with the freshest and creamy custard was so tempting. She enjoyed it very much. She like to eat soft things. After that we made our way slowly to Paragon where we had Julius Orange and bought Newspaper to look at the classified section. Yes, we are looking for JOb. Both of us sat outside Ting Tai Feng and was browing through the papers. Really like those people looking for jobs.
Having rested enough (not true), we made our way from paragon all the way to suntect where we had our dinner and bought some groceries.
And boy can we walked. Ha ha ha

Today was quite bored.
Rained. Stayed at home.
Did this

Judgement Day

Today is the last day of my 3rd semester in my current part time diploma.
And yes today is the day that we all have to verify our project and present them.
Today is the worst day of my life. BEing to get sick , rush for submission, get all the negative comments and critics by not 1 but 2 lecturers in a row.
At that moment, a sudden sadness seems to be building up within me.
I siad to myself, I must be able to handle this and this is a learning curve that I must go through.
Having said this, the emotion did not get better but instead got stronger. The reason for this is also the fact that I saw a well organised, designed and planned presentation which make me like a totally failure.
Learnt new stuff through this critic session, and got to see how unorganised, immature thinking and poor time management i have. Was totally set back. GOt hit such bad that I got myself thinking, am I really cut out for this?
Now its time to ponder this question.
Another day then

Take care
Ciaos

Valentine Day

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY
Hugs and Kisses to you.

Today is Valentine Day.

To-morrow is Saint Valentine's day,
All in the morning betime,
And I a maid at your window,
To be your Valentine.
Then up he rose, and donn'd his clothes,
And dupp'd the chamber-door;
Let in the maid, that out a maid
Never departed more.
(William Shakespeare, Hamlet, Act IV, Scene 5)

A small literature that I found out regarding Valentine day.
Well, today I am sure that all of you will be either out with your loved ones having that romantic dinner, stroll, overseas trip or maybe just staying at home having some quality time together. Different people have their own variation of celebrating Valentine Day.
As for me, I went out to meet Her.We started th day by meeting at Orchard MRT station where I saw groups and groups of individual selling gifts for this special V day. Couples after couples holding flowers gifts balloons. Common stuff that you and I will see during this day or maybe we ourselves also did prepared similar gifts.
Had lunch at Mos burger where she ordered a Oya Ko Rice Burger which was superb. After which we went to buy 2 mochi ice cream at Isetan Shaw Tower. Heard that the stall is the most famous and popular mochi chain shop in Japan and today was the last day of the promotion. Boght Sakura and Melon Pudding filling mochi, the flavour was very strong and was satifying.
Walked around in this humid weather from Isetan all the way to suntec where we then walked over to Esplanade. Went into the Cool Bear Workshop where she chose a Piggy plushie to make. The name of the plushie was "Xiao Zhu " as in Small Pig. The birth certificate number was of the DOB of me and hers so it make P0101408014L.
Can say that our baby pig was born. What a handsome young fella he was, yes the gender of the pig was male.
After which we walked to have our dinner at Kura No Naka a japanese resturant located near Liang Court. After the meal, strolled along Boat quay and then slowly make our way to the train station.

I really enjoyed this valentine day wth her.
This was the first Valentine Day that we celebrated together as in the past we are in different countries. I really hope that this and the on coming Valentine Day can celebrate with her and that today was a sepcial one for her to remeber. Once looked at the horoscope, said that for the first valentine day that you spend together with your loved one make it a special one that she can remember forever. I din know that this could be so accurate.

Something that I will Cherish forever.
Thank you Dear
Lover you 4ever.

A day to jot down

Hi there,
Was a Saturday, which is a day of enjoyment and a day of activities.
Stayed at home in the morning, doing the PROJECTS that was going to due next week and the worst part is that nothing is coming into the empty and desert dry brain of mine.
As usual, sending msn messages to her and no reply until some time later, the reply is I was washing my face. when the sms that i received was that she was up an hours ago. Well, I just took her word for it.
Decided with her the place to meet up for the day as she is going to redeem her Kris FLyer mileage for a free ticket.
Meet up at City hall and had lunch at the Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe at Marina Square. NOt a bad place as there is not many people patroning the place. Ordered a Back Pepper Chicken Chop rice and a mug of orange juice while ording a plate of Char Siew Rice with Wanton and a cup of cold barley with the fact that I am having a sore throat and a bad cough. (cold drink is not good for cough).
Chat alot mostly regarding the career fair that was held at NTU. Talking about the type of job opportunities that was available as well as some of the political events. After which we walked or stroll down all the way to Paragon where the Singapore Airline service centre was. Redeemed her ticket and then head down to the Pacific Tower where I had to send my Fossil watch for repair since that the strap gave way. The worst and shocking part is that they dun have the strap and have to order from US which will take around 2-3mths. The first time tat I heard that I have to repair my watch for 2-3mths. Well, accepted the wait and then head of to the DFS which is just next door.
Walked around the place looking and admiring the BRanded stuffs. After which we went to Taka to look for the present for my mother who hapend to be having her birthday on Sunday. Walked around Taka and finally bought a Cat shaped pouch as a present for mother. Stroll around the place for a while before making our walk Paragon to look at some Crumpler bag then to PS where we too a rest and then continued to SUntec where we had our dinner.
After that took the MRT back to Jurong East Interchange where I changed to my route back home. During the ride, chat again, laughter was present just like a couple talking. Listened to the music she had on the ipod which was very vulgarity. The lyrics of the songs is purely cursing and swearing. Apparently she understood some of the phrase but mots of all is the music that is very smoothing
And thats the day spent for a Saturday
TIll next time

A Mistake

Could I have been mistaken about her?
About her no replying to my msn/sms?
Today I asked her a question, that is :"You are busy?" and the reply she gave me was "yes".
Base solely on this statement I pondered to myself, could I have wrong in saying and thinking all those things? She is busy with her studies as well as her project as well as the submitting of her resume.
In the past, i used to offer my assistance to her but in the end, I was not of any help at all. I was so ashamed of myself. Now I find that I am in no position to say bad things about her when I could not even offer my help to her. The one that I love. That is why I said that I have failed being a boyfriend.
But after that, I do sometimes offer help that is within my ability. Maybe due to that reason she is hesitated in asking me for help.
But sometimes I find her quite arrogant. For instance there was one instance that she required a software for her project in the Uni, I helped her to sourced for the software but the sales engineer need to know some of the details for the project and I related that to her and she replied why is that so troublesome. And just told me to forget about it. How come she dun know that this is the criteria of the sales to ask more about the project that she is working on.
Well, I guess she just want to get what she wants.

Valentine day is coming as all you should know.
Maybe you all have already prepared what to do on that day or might have made reservation for that favorite restaurant to surprise her.

I am still ......................

Becoming more and more distant

Hi there,

Have been thinking that the distant between me and her is getting further apart each day.
In the past, whenever we see each other online on msn we would exchange greetings and often called each other nick names such as "bao bao" or "wife".
Ever since the trip to China, things have taken a big turn. Now whenever we see each other online, I will still msn her but the reply I get is just a 'en' or no reply at all. Sometimes I wonder why is she being like what she is now? Just because that I will not go to work in China, dunno the etiquette of being a Chinese, the table manners? Or issit the fact that I am not looking towards the futher or not improving myself to get a better pay and higher position instead of doing these things that i am doing now? Yes I know that I am not like her so capable of studying to the level of Masters nor have the good memory/knowledge. But there is always a limit to each individual. I know I have definitely fail in all aspects.
Whenever I say things like these she will always say that I think too much and then she will get angry. Did she ever think that what make me say these words? Always saying how bad here is, how troublesome it is how crazy the government is. And always say that she will go back to China to find a Job which is better than finding one here. Then why in the first place did you chose to study here? Because of me? If thats the case I rather not, why come to a place to study when you dun even enjoy? I am happy that you chose to come here to study because of me but I rather you go to a place and study where you are happy.
Getting more and more stress. Homework is getting no where and to make thing worst is due in a weeks time. How lucky can that be?

Time Is coming to an End

Hi there once again,

My female friend has came back from her mother country on the 28th f Jan which is the 3rd day of Chinese New Year. Was still deciding whether or not should I go and fetch her from the airport, but after having a wonderful afternoon tea with my sec. friend decided to go and fetch her after all.

Went down to the airport at around 1830hrs, had a large fries at Mac before going to the sit around the arrival hall to await for her arrival. During the period of waiting for the confirmation of the landing of the aircraft, many thoughts was going through my mind. What will her reaction be like if she saw me here? Was coming here to fetch her correct? Could she has expected that I would not have come to fetch her? and so on. But I told myself that well since I have decided to come and fetch her, I should not bother so much.

Soon at 1903hrs the plane has landed, and I waited patiently for her to come out.
She came out through the opening of the clear glass door, was in front of her and some how she did not notice me for a sec. Maybe is due to the change of my hairstyle. Well, the reaction she shown was just a smile and that how come I did not tell her that I am coming to fetch her. I just smiled and said to surprise u.

After she has came back, I notice that there is a delay in her replying the sms as well as the messages on msn that I send her. Cannot help thinking that she is like avoiding me. Maybe she is just busy with her studies. When I asked if she got received the sms, the reply I get from her is always the same: "I did not noticed it." Common, even if you have set the phone to silent mode the vibratioin of the phone should still be able to notify you that you have a message. For the msn, she could take ages to reply me or even not go online. Remember that she once told me that she seldom or will not reply to msn. Then once i was at her place she was like replying to the msn as well as QQ. Linking all these together is like giving me quite a clear picture that she is avoiding me and maybe a sign of telling me that the time for this relationship is coming to an end.

Maybe this is the retribution for me for hurting her so many times in the past. I think I may not cut out to be a good bf. Sometimes I even think that going out on the Sat for her is just to clear her mind of the studies nothing else.

Well, take a step at a time then.

Till next time then.