Could I have been mistaken about her?
About her no replying to my msn/sms?
Today I asked her a question, that is :"You are busy?" and the reply she gave me was "yes".
Base solely on this statement I pondered to myself, could I have wrong in saying and thinking all those things? She is busy with her studies as well as her project as well as the submitting of her resume.
In the past, i used to offer my assistance to her but in the end, I was not of any help at all. I was so ashamed of myself. Now I find that I am in no position to say bad things about her when I could not even offer my help to her. The one that I love. That is why I said that I have failed being a boyfriend.
But after that, I do sometimes offer help that is within my ability. Maybe due to that reason she is hesitated in asking me for help.
But sometimes I find her quite arrogant. For instance there was one instance that she required a software for her project in the Uni, I helped her to sourced for the software but the sales engineer need to know some of the details for the project and I related that to her and she replied why is that so troublesome. And just told me to forget about it. How come she dun know that this is the criteria of the sales to ask more about the project that she is working on.
Well, I guess she just want to get what she wants.
Valentine day is coming as all you should know.
Maybe you all have already prepared what to do on that day or might have made reservation for that favorite restaurant to surprise her.
I am still ......................
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