Monday, January 26, 2009

Arrival Of the"Earth Cow"

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL

sO how was Chinese New Year been for all of you out there? Good and delicious I presume. Good in the way that there is holiday, catching up relatives and friends that you have last met, buying new clothes although this is an on going event for most of us and not to mention the portion where "Ang Pow" is given and received.

Yes indeed this is a start of a brand new year accordance to the lunar calendar. So many customs to follow and for us to remember them for that is our identity.

All of us must be busy visiting and eating and playing. But also do watch out for health and also to practice cautious especially to those who are driving as during the festive season each of us will tend to drink a little.

Well although is good to have holiday and to get together with families. I on the other hand feel that yes this is a happy occasion but somehow I just feel that the family ties for me with the family is not that strong. Within me I always felt that I do not belong to the family. I know that all of you will be saying that I am wrong to say that as no matter what family will still be family as this is the fact. Nothing can defeat that. Yes I do know that this is the fact but just cannot help to have that feeling. I think it all come down to myself, as it is what I am thinking. Therefore, it is something that I myself have to handle and change that mindset.

Knowing all this and yet I did not do anything about it is my fault. Just hope that this Cow year will prove to be a better year. As until this very moment, I am still blur about the vision for my future.

Take Care young man

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