Monday

Its Monday once again.
How was the weekend been for you all?
Mine was a mixture of 30% happiness and 70% gloomy cum sad.
Saturday was the usual photography outing with my group of friends. This time round we are going to the Central Fire Station for the open house shoot which can also be said to be an event shoot. The reason for going there is that there is a photography competition going on in celebration of the 100th Anniversary of Singapore Oldest Fire Station. It was built in 1909 and till date 2009 is exactly the 100th birthday of this fire station.
Well, tat day was quite a gloomy day for me as Iris did told me that my counts of going to photography is increasing and is affecting the relationship. So I told myself that I will have to cut on going to these outing already. Having said that, I still went for this shoot but I did told her before hand and I think that is wat I am lacking with her. Communication. In the past, before I know of these gang, I seldom go for any outing organized related to Photography. Therefore, my usual routine is going to gym and followed by meeting her on every Saturday.
Well tats in the past, and now I think have to organize the time properly to make way for both.
But as usual, being someone who talks without thinking, I have done it again. Tat day, gotten a pair of tickets to the premiere of a 15mins local produced movie, brought her to watch and I think that she dun like it very much. Then after the show, went to walk down along Taka and towards HMV. I think is during the part nearing to Herrenwhere I said something foolish which made her angry and the mood totally changed. Well, the whole day the mood was very funny. We din hold each others hand.
We had some desert at HMV and then continued to walk down towards Illuminia where we have another drink at Cheeky Chocolate Cafe. Shae had a warm chocolate cake and camomile tea while I have a pineapple ice. We chat and laugh like normal. Then we did chat about my god sis wedding coming up. She then told me that if she is unable to find the clothes to wear then she will not go. Upon hearing that, my mood kinda dropped further. I have informed her of this wedding before she left back for china for holiday and yet she did not prepared clothes for this. Then I brought her over to Bugis to look at the clothes suitable for her. She then told me to chose for her. OK then walk around bugis to look for any suitable for her but nothings seems to suit her.
Then after which went to bought some groceries for her before heading over to Illumina for dinner at Ebiboshi the Japanese resturant.
During dinner, chat as well, and i as usual cleared the leftovers.
Send her back home and was surprise to see that the train was not that packed. So i assume that the crowded are still within Suntec City grabbing the items from Comex.
And tats the end of Saturday.
Sunday went out to shoot the firestation at nite with my god brother.
Went to comex to hunt for DVD Rom for his son and then went to Xin Wang for dinner and chatted before heading to shoot the nite fire station.
Somehow the outcome was not wat i wanted, since the time is not getting any younger so we parted and headed home. The concluded sunday.
Today early in the morning, I did something foolish. I send her another email. But I think that further make things worst. She then told me "please dun send such mail to the China Facebook, and she dun like to receive such mails. Also said that if sms no reply how come i dunno how to call her? She dun like to sms as if got time to sms might as well go and find job"
Wel I guess that does it rite.

Well, tats so far wat has happen till this time and this day.
If a Kat do come over to read this, do comment n advice even though ............