Something to Ponder

Has been a while since I last updated my blog.
Many things had happened since then.
As usual have been very busy with my part time school work, job, driving lessons and most important is the Vitamin M.
Guess most of you should know what is the definition, but for those who do not know what is it, the definition of vitamin M is money.
Well, everything need that and I think I have been using that very fast.
Things have to be bought as I need that for my studies. Recently got to know that for the photography lessons, we are required to use a DSLR either to be rented or owned.
I have a DSLR which is a semipro but it is not wised to used it therefore I have to go and get a 2nd hand. Got to know this professional photographer through my colleague and went with him down to his friend's shop to look at some 2nd hand cameras. Found a Nikon D70s DSLR which is in good condition and is recommended by him to get it as only through friends will the owner of the shop take out the cameras whereby the owner keep them in good condition.
Having found a camera which I like and of a good bargain, I said yes. I know that I should have waited for a while before buying it. But was afriad that good bargain like this will not come along as such. Well, I guess will have to stop buying extra things already after i have bought this and the folio which is going to be used for the submission of the assignment for the Sketch Art.
Iris has came to Singapore in pursue of her Masters in Bio Medical which is the course that she has interest in. Was very happy and glad that she is able to be admitted to NTU. Having said this, the documents required from the Australian Uni was not in order and the original will only be send over in Aug. Now just have to wait for the sch of NTU to reply if they are able to let her study while waiting for the original to be send over. Having printed out the results slip from her student virtual and submitted to NTU, will have just to wait for them to reply by this coming week.
I am starting to feel the stress, confused and pressure.

Have did some sketches to clear my mind but guess it is not working out.
The pressure is still there.
Whats the use of talking to the ppl when I will blew my temper. I have to put on a mask to show that I am fine but will that help?
I still feel terrible and miserable.
I feel very tired stress.