Sunday, March 29, 2009

Something 2 Remember

Yes, once again it has come to the day that we bid good bye to the rest day.
Saturday was actually the day that I should have gone with my father sister for the Tomb Sweeping. But as I have an outing by my class I have to forgo it.
The outing was for the photography class, location was at Botanic Gardens. Ah yes, Botanic Garden such a familiar, common place that you might heard. I have head of it as early as primary school but have never been in there once though hard to sad. The experience there on Sat was a very valuable, fruitful and eye opener for me.
Such beautiful landscape, architecture and plants. Took pictures with the guidance of the lecturer and experiments. This type of knowledge is some how not able to be taught within 4 plain walls, with an overhead projector reflecting the RGB colors onto the white screen. This is priceless.
The one bad thing is the sun. With the scorching UV rays shining over us, each of us was becoming like the reaction of Ice under the sun. Melting and with droplets of sweat over the foreheads, slowly sliding down the contour of the organic structure of our facial organs. Me was intense, beads of droplets rolling down like a droplets of water descending from the atmosphere. Yes, my shirt was drenched, glasses fogged and the whole body was like being coated with a layer of slime, sticky and wet. This is one thing that I myself cannot withstand. Sweating and clothes clinging onto your body like inseparable twins, and it gets even better.
When it come to a half time break, the welcoming of cold, breeze as we took the first step through the automated sliding enterance to the public dinning area.
The feeling was mutual for all of our comrades for the outing upon entering. Sat around 2 circular tables connected tangent to each other communicating, getting to know each other. Then suddenly, at a corner sat 3 fellows of the comrades unconnected to that pack. Savoring the meals that 2 bought, with one ended up emptied the remains of what is left.
Well, time pass by like F1 monsters zooming past the audience stand. The second round of the outing was on the way with us journeying through the blazing sun, high over heads .
Continued with our purpose, "Shooting" innocent lifes.
It was during 4pm where out mighty leader concluded the fantastic journey of discovering Botanic Garden, then did we notice of the extreme speed that time greeted us. Slowly after the debrief, made our way to the enterance of the place, where we bid each other and went our ways like the disbanding of a wonderful team of players.
My skin was like the color of Ferrari Red. Thus givinga distinctive high contrast of color of my arm. Had a small treat of Ben&Jerry at Dempsey Hill, before heading out to meet the other half.
Was at Jurong east, went to IMM for a dinner and some groceries shopping.

Sunday was just another boring day where no one seems to have the idea of going out.
Why is that so?
Have all the people been infected by Sunday Blues instead of MOnday Blues?
Used to go out on sunday to meet father but now its like getting less and less why you may ask, because of mother who do not wish to go out. The reason being that going out is just going repeated to the same location without any variation. But sunday is suppose to be a family day, but i guess that it is not the case for my family. Father working, sister going to sch, mother not wanting to go out while me stuck in the room faing the 4 walls and a LCD where I am am connected to the world through.
I am very sick and tired. Every time mother would say to me that I can go and go out with father. I rather not as I have nothing to speak. Therefore, I am constantly thinking why has this happened?

I am confused years ago and am still confuse now.
Weird u say. Well I have nothing to comment on that.
Thats why I am so damned displease, unaccepted with the day that they name SUnday, the day of ending and beginning..

Till another period of the time

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Anime Fest 2008

Cats

Haiz

Today is another another another Saturday.
Just another another another normal Saturday that everyone live by.
Today was a cousin of mine birthday. And I bought her a gift only yesterday night and it took me quite a while before finally settling on the cat cushion that was sold in Taka.
Before that I went to The Camera Workshop with my malay friend to see if they have the eye piece for my D70s. But seems to me that every shop do not have stock for that eye piece, which was quite a sad thing.
Well, guess i will have to do without that eye piece. Well was looking at the forum where I saw quite a number of people throwing D300 (selling). Not sure why though but I think they are going to upgrade to a better and powerful one. Was so tempted to upgrade myself but with a price of 1500 really make me hesitated. The reason is that that after spending about 600 plus on a trip with her to an island has made me in a very hard financial crisis myself. On top of that, with the insurance bill argh it is really tough to make end meet now.
To make things worst, going out with her also is quite a tough time as you all should know it is nataural that the guy pays for most of the dinner and movie stuff. Now if i am able to order something that is enough for her to eat is ok cos I will not be eating even if so I will be eating the cheapes thing.
Haiz who ask me to take up such an expensive hobby.
On top of that, also another island trip coming up with my classmates from the part time course that I am currently taking. That burns anoth 300plus from my pocket.
Argh Argh Argh.
Today went to watch the movie"Race to Witch Mountain", and man does Dwyne Johnson bicep and body look nice. ( in the view of a fellow wrestling fan and a wightlifter) Enjoyed the movie very much although I find that he has slim down quite abit as compared to the Scorpion King movie. Although I wonder why Disney?
Today bought a book entitled:"Prozac Nation". This is something related to how to deal with stress and other psychology stuff.
This is the first book that I ever bought to read, the reason of buying this book is that my lecturer recommended me to read. Maybe I can find some form of method to destress myself and relax? Who knows.

Argh Argh Argh
D300 when can i get to own you?
Am I ready for you?
Wat lies in the future? So gloomy and misty that I cannot even have a clear glimpse of my hand which is so attached to my body.
How How So HOe?

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Another Day

This week is the week of the Geeks, why you may ask. The reason being that there is the IT fair, a fair where all geeks and IT enthusiastic are looking for to.
I till now do not understand nor figure out why do ppl go there despite knowing that there will always be a flood of people there.
Sad to say that I am also one of those who are adding to the flood.
Oh forget to mentioned that last friday was Friday the 13th. Hope nothing bad happen to you all. If there is, well just be careful and dun be superstitious.

Well, Sat was a normal day. But with a bit of change. Change yes a change, the change is that instead of going out shopping with her, went to Kbox for a session of singing with her and her friend. I did some singing but not up to the standard. And I think I really sux at that sport although I do know most of the songs that they sang. Sang for a total of 4hrs, wow and to think I actually did sing and was still awake through that session as in the past during the singing session with my poly friends i am the audience that enjoy the concert session.
After that marathon of singing session, went to meet with my poly god sisters and gang.
Had dinner at Far East sq, korean food. After which we went to meet the gang at the coffee club near Liang Court.

On this sunday, supposing to get a camera with my friend. (she is the one who is getting the camera). But I did not know that the shop was close on a Sunday. Then before i met them and wen to check out the shop, I was at the IT fair and hooted something.
After which I met them at the flyer after which we head of to the Airpot to have a snack at Popeyes. This is the first time I had Popeye. Heard of it but never tasted it. After tasted it, the feeling is that is nothing much different to that of KFC and fries by Mc during the CNY. The only thing that is nice about that is the mash potato. Man it is the far way better than that of KFC. Sorry KFC you have an opponent.

And today the heavy rain was so heavy that I think for those who have bought stuff from the IT fair and taking bus will be soaked. But I am happy, laughing and Rolling here and there.
Another day to start. May it be a nice one, NOT. IF you can see and figure out from the pic that I have posted, you can roughly guess wat did i buy from the IT fair. For those who do not know, well just ask me then.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Sundays (Murderious)

Sundays are meant to be the last day of the weekend and also the time where we are suppose to keep our mood and prepare ourselves for the coming week.
I can say that this is a kind of routine for most of us except for those ppl in the insurance industry and some other jobs which I do not know.

Well, Sunday is a very boring day for me. Something which I could not understand.
Why is sunday such a boring day for me? I get very fed up on sunday, could it be that I do not want to go back to work thus having such a moody mood.
Sometimes I do wished that there is no other day rather than Sat. I once saw a T-shirt that says this: In Bali, there is no Monday, no Tuesday, no Wednesday, no Thursday, no Friday, and no Saturday. There is only Sunday for me."
How i wish that it is true. NO weekdays except for the last day of the week, but I doubt that this is no possible as if there is no weekdays this means that there is no work and no work means no income and no income means no matter what day it is you cannot enjoy the food the drinks and many other typs of enjoyments in the world.
Well, now I was thinking should I go and get a SD Gundam model to build every Sunday to keep me occupied? But i think will be a bad choice as this will be wasting my money.
Haiz I am so confused.
I think that I am very very the crazy, bad and dun deserved to be on the world. Really sometimes I wonder why in the world am i living here breathing. I am such a pain in the ass, even I myself hate me. How can i be living on this land when even me myself dun like me.

I wish to be alone, a loner. Why because i am so suspicious of everything and anything.

Friday, March 6, 2009

haiz

Today is yet another friday.
What does this means? Do you know? Does anyone know?
Well, it means that the week has come to an end but you will have to face it once more. This is just a temporary stop for you to recharge.
This week is the start o my new and last semester in my part time studies for Diploma in Multimedia Design. This semester has got to my favorite semester as there is a photography module included which I have interest in.
Yah this is my favorite module.
But I still feel like I am very lonely. Beginning to anyhow think again.
The period where I msn ppl and they dun reply has come back. This time it really make me wonder if I am really such a nuisance that I keep disturbing them. Guess I am.

Well, will be looking forward for the 2 holidays that is installed in April. To relax and to take pics of the places that I will be going. Where you ask.............. well I am going to ....................... the place for you to guess and ponder.

Now that time is abit relax for me, I have gotten back to the usual regime of going to gym. My friends at the gym all indicated that I have slim down and not nice. Myself I also think that the 'me' during the previous gyming time was much better as I feel confident due to the body that I have gained, broad upper body and some muscles ha ha ha. Aint I shameless. Ha ha ha ha

Well, career fair is coming and I am going to go for it. Looking for new jobs submitting resumes.

Haiz
Haiz
Haiz
Will there be a chance for me?

Uh UH
no i guess not.
Why. Poor interaction skills, gloomy face, no smile, no skills. Thats the reason.
Well wat to do but to face the fact.